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February 4, 2006

Faith and Politics

If you’ve been a Greasy Rag reader for any length of time, you’ll know that I’m pretty conflicted about how to express my feelings about Faith and about Politics on the same blog. One of my biggest fears with this blog is that I may portray the stereotype that Christian = Republican. I am a Republican and Christian, so how do I get around portraying that they are one and the same? I feel a little better about it if I can direct people over to Emerging City where you’ll find Christians who lean more to the left of the political spectrum who eloquently communicate their positions. Even if you’re not looking for a liberal voice, check it out, because you’ll find people that are from or associate with the marginalized in society and, from that standpoint, is a more authentic voice than I have when it comes to Christ’s command to take care of the poor. That being said, I’d like to give a quick summary of how I have settled on the balance between Faith and Politics:

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November 1, 2005

Obesity and Eating Disorders: A cultural problem

The past few years, the media has bombarded us with stories of American Obesity. They've been telling us that 61 percent of Americans are overweight or obese. They're reminding us that obesity can lead to a number of diseases such as heart disease, hypertension, and diabetes. While I can't outright deny the reports, I am begining to get the feeling that there is some hyperbole and hysteria in the reporting. I certainly don't deny the fact that obesity is a problem in America, but it's not helpful for anyone to inflate the degree of the problem simply to sell a news story or more diet books, diet pills, etc.

The Center for Consumer Freedom has an article chronicalling their testimony at a Food and Drug Administration (FDA) hearing on obesity. The article argues that the statistics on obesity are seriously flawed. They point out that the original study on which the 61 percent statistic is based simply tripled their findings on the assumption that many with heart disease or hypertension must be overweight. Here's an interesting excerpt:

We've told you before that the respected New England Journal of Medicine editorialized in 1998 that "although some claim that every year 300,000 deaths in the United States are caused by obesity, that figure is by no means well established ... [the 300,000 statistic is] "derived from weak [and] incomplete data." Likewise, the assertion that 61 percent of Americans are overweight or obese ignores the 1998 redefinition that took the counterintuitive step of judging men and women by the same standard, and that made more than 30 million Americans overweight overnight, including the very fit President of the United States.

Regardless of the validity of the statistics, I would argue that the problem in America is not unhealthy eating, but an uphealthy obsession with weight. Our culture is filled with messages about weight that range from overt messages in magazines or television commercials to more subtle messages that come out of hollywood and other centers of culture. I watched a show on television last night that pointed out how many skinny women in Hollywood are losing even more weight. 40-year-olds such as the women on Desperate Housewives feel that they have to look younger and thinner to be attractive.

A quick google search on eating disorder statistics reveals the following from annecollins.com:

...between 5 per cent and 10 per cent of girls and women (i.e. 5-10 million people) and 1 million boys and men suffer from eating disorders, including anorexia, bulimia, binge eating disorder, or other associated dietary conditions.

These statistics don't come close to the 61% of Americans (even if the percentage is exagerated) who are overweight but they are alarming nonetheless. The point is that only 30-40% of Americans consider themselves to be at the proper weight. This means that everyone else is trying to lose weight. Very few people are trying to gain weight - even those that are skinny. Athletes are the only group concerned with gaining weight. The point is that well over half of Americans are trying to lose weight through healthy or unhealthy means.

The obsession with weight is far-reaching in scope and is very dangerous for our society. I couldn't pretend to be an expert on the subject, but I see an important consequence of this: People's weight will continue to get worse.

In many cases, weight-related issues are related to emotional issues. It is a destructive cycle: the more you feel overweight, the less satisfied you are with yourself; the less satisfied you are with yourself - the more you eat; the more you eat, the more weight you gain. This concept is true of any addiction. The problem with weight issues is that nearly every aspect of our culture reaffirms the original unhealthy thought patterns that leads to the addiction.

It is important to be healthy and to control your weight. It is important, however, not to confuse skinny with healthy. If we are to become more healthy as a society, we have to lose the obsession with weight. Reality shows such as "America's Next Top Model" are reprehenisible and are making a whole generation of girls feel inadequate. I personally feel that "The Biggest Loser", a show where people compete to lose weight, only makes overweight Americans feel worse about themselves. Life should not be a weight-loss competition. It should be about getting your mind, soul, and body in balance.

October 3, 2005

So Much For Substitutes

I have previously mentioned the ablum "So Much For Substitutes" by "Downhere". It's a tight album with good vocals and incredible drums (that's for you, Jeremy)! It came on my iTunes today and tied into my current study of Mathew 5 - the sermon on the mount:

So much for fame and things you can lose
So much for substitutes
So much for the strength of playing a game where champions always lose everything
I won't treat your love like an adolescent fling
Cause when everyone's gone, you're the only one who stays

Here's what Jesus had to say (out of The New Living Translation):

God blesses those who realize their need for him for the kingdom of Heaven is given to them.
God blesses those who mourn for they will be comforted.
God blesses those who are gentle and lowly for the whole earth will belong to them.

I was talking to my dad yesterday about the concept of the Kingdom of Heaven. It's a kingdom that's pretty much run completely opposite from the way that all other kingdoms are run. In this kingdom, it is the weak who are strong. In this kingdom, it is the lowly who lead. In this kingdom, you give grace to anyone in need instead of asking, "what are you going to do with the money?" The concept is readily accepted by many people. The difficulty is that God asks us to live in this kingdom here on earth. It sounds great to "turn the other cheek", but what does that mean in practice in Denver, CO at work?

I don't really have the answers, but I'd like to figure out what it means to lose my life in order to save it.

September 17, 2005

Saying Goodbye

I'm not very good with goodbye's. I usually don't feel the emotion until several days after leaving. Most of my thoughts were on the rush of activity surrounding checking out and getting the team back to Denver. We sang some songs with the children and exchanged gifts with Udaya and Bakhti. When our van arrived, we said our goodbyes. I tried to give all of the children a hug. Many of them did not understand that we would not be back the next day. Some of the older ones did and they were very sad to see us go. We couldn't even get Salomi to look at us because she was crying so much. I started to get emotional when she kept asking me why I can't stay longer.

"Just go get Auntie Megan and come back." she kept saying.

Just as we walked out the door, I saw Kawalwati bawling at the window. I don't think that we realized how much we had impacted her. She didn't speak any English, but we treated her and her children the same that we treated everyone else. She is a beautiful woman and a couple of us took a portrait of her because she looks like an Archtype Nepali woman. Her older son is the one that I wrote about earlier who was demon posessed. He had been throwing himself on the ground in fits shouting against the Holy God. The church was the only one that could help her and the child so Udaya invited her to live with them while we were here so they could have help cooking and cleaning (normally Udaya does several hours of work each day washing the children's clothes and cooking). It was such a blessing to this woman that we wanted to provide funds to keep her on permanently. I found out later that one person in our group donated funds to keep her on for the rest of the year. I'll be telling her story and trying to find others who can donate to keep her on next year.

There was a young man there who came by to say "goodbye" to me. I knew him from the last time that I was in Nepal. We had been working very hard to get the yard finished and I had noticed someone who had come by to help us out. I was happy for the help and brought him to help me with the heavy digging. He barely spoke any English so we didn't communicate very much. Honestly, I hadn't payed much attention to him on the last trip. This night, however, he spoke to me in clear and fluent English and was happy to share what had happened to him over the past few months. I hadn't known it, but Udaya was sharing the gospel with him during our last trip. He was hanging around our team and took notice of the way that we treated one another and how we had come to serve Nepal. Just a short time after we left, he became a Christian and was baptized a month ago. Today he is taking his entrance exams into medical school so he can go to the villages of Nepal and help the sick. He kept thanking me for coming and for serving God there. I started to feel awkward because I felt like I really didn't do much at all. It's so important to remember that God is always using us even when we don't realize it.

I sat in the van waiting for the others to pile in and I saw Bakhti at the gate. I waved to her and she started crying and turned her head away. That's when I lost it. In that moment I realized the loneliness that they must feel. They have the church to support them, but they have so much work to do and so much persecution to face. I can't imagine just two people raising 12 children in such a difficult environment without a lot of money. I was so sad that we couldn't be there to work side by side with them each day. It only deepened my commitment to the ServLife orphanage and my commitment to go back and least once a year.

Now we're on our way home and things seem to be going smoothly. We checked into our hotel last night and I was pleasantly suprised with the quality of the hotel. We walked around a bit last night and got some excellent Pud Thai on the street. It's the 18th of September and it's going to stay that way for 36 hours for us. Today will be a long day of travel.

I'm nervous about getting back to my old life. I've had so many life changing experiences and I'm not sure how to integrate it with my lifestyle in the US. I know that the Nepali Christians are working so hard each day to serve God and I feel like I don't do much while I'm in the states. I want to stand side by side with them to do God's work. I can only pray that God will show me and the other team members where to go next.

"So let go, jump in, oh well whacha waitin' for?
It's allright, cause there's beauty in the break-down."
- Frou Frou - "Let Go"

September 13, 2005

Here are two staments...

that i'll probably never make again in the same day:

1) I Watched the sunrise over the himalayas 2) I played hacky-sack with some Tibetan monks

I forced the team to get up at 4:00am to go to a spot where we could watch the sunrise over the himalayas. We were treated to the most amazing display of God's glory on this earth for about 30 minutes before he rolled back that cloud curtains covered up the 26,000 foot peaks. It was as if God said, "that's enough of my full glory - not too much or you'll start to take it for granted". It was absolutely (and i mean this in the true sense, not in the joe bachelor sense) amazing!

After that, we went to see a Tibetan refugee settlement. I was waiting for the monks to go inside and start their mantra recital when I saw some of the younger ones playing with some sort of hacky-sack. I had to jump in and start playing with them. All those years and I thought my time was waisted on building that skill. It was so surreal and a lot of fun, too. I also bought a small carpet there and some overpriced woven bracelets. The lady wouldn't let me take a picture of her unless I bought one from her at 25 rupees (it should have cost 5 rupees).

The rest of the day was spent looking at some cool waterfall where the river moves from an above-ground to an underground river. It was facinating. Then we went to some caves which were not that spectacular.

Before going back to our hotel, we met with the pastor of the second largest church in Pokhora. They started with 15 believers in 1987 and now they have over 500 and all are converts (1st generation christians). He was working on a second story to the church to hold everyone. He gave me a letter asking us to pray and possibly donate to the completion of the work. I wish I had a lot more resources to give to projects like this.

I'm so glad that the Pathways church was able to highlighting what we're doing here on Sunday. We worked hard to send a video back so they could get a glimpse of what our trip is like. I'm also glad that Sarah got people to read what I've written on the Greasy Rag because it's a lot of hard work to type on these crappy keyboards when I'm dog tired at the end of the day. It makes me feel it's worth it to know that people are reading it. I'm also glad that people are signing up to serve in Nepal. I have so many possible projects for us.

I'm doing my best to learn Nepali. It's a very difficult language to read and write because there are 36 consonants and 12 vowels. Many of the vowels sound exactly the same to me. At the same time, phrases seem to be pretty easy to pick up. I probably know how to say about 6 phrases now and I've written down all the alphabet and gotten a recording of Udaya saying the alphabet sounds.

We're staying at an inn run by a wonderful christian woman. Actually, she and her husband run it, but he is in the states travelling. She had a gift shop downstairs and I did almost all my shopping for gifts there. I was glad to buy from her and help them out.

I've taken over a thousand pictures and many of them are very good. I feel that I'm going to be processing them for 6 months! On the way to Pokhora, I was listening to John Mayor and I listened to the song "3x5".

"I didn't have a camera by my side this time, hoping I would see the world through both my eyes. Maybe I will tell you all about it when I'm in the mood to lose my way with words...Just no more 3x5's"

The song really rings true for me now. There is no way to describe the beauty in this region. It really can't be fit into a picture frame; i can only peak the interest of those looking at the pictures and reading these entries to come and experience it for themselves. There is a line in the song that says, "you'll be with me next time..." That's what I hope and pray for every single person that reads these entries or sees the pictures that I bring back.

July 15, 2005

A moment of clarity

I had a moment of clarity last week when I was in a meeting with an ad agency. The creative director was talking about an ad that they had produced that was pulled because of some complaints by Christians in Denver. The ad was for a jewelry store and went something like, "The meek shall inherit the earth but they won't look as classy" or something really stupid like that. Hmmm... making fun of sacred religious text to sell jewelry now why would anyone get offended by that? The creative director finished telling the story by saying, "welcome to Denver!"

After hearing that, I had such clarity about where our culture is headed and why it's so important to resist that direction. I love Colorado for exactly the reasons that this New York Ad Agency type condemns it: The culture of Colorado is unpretentious, fun-loving, and deeply rooted in values. Ironically, Denver is one of the least churched cities in the country, but that does not mean that people in Denver are anti-religion.

There is so much arrogance in our culture and I don't exclude myself from that. It's so easy to look down on other people for their interests, beliefs, or political ideas. We do this because we need to justify the path that we've chosen. We shouldn't have to justify our lives, we should live lives that speak for themselves.

With this in mind, what is important about life? Is my job, social status, or political stance what defines me? No, it is none of these things. The only thing that has any lasting impact is how we affect other people. I thought of the words from the last song, "Yahweh" on the latest U2 album:

Take this city A city should be shining on a hill Take this city if it be your will

What no man can own No man can take Take this heart, take this heart, take this heart and make it break

May 25, 2005

Of Human Bondage (A review of Sommerset Maugham)

Josh of The Beautiful Mistake reveals that their newly released song, Of Human Bondage, does have a connection to the Maugham book of the same name but says that the song is more about the emptiness of lust and promiscuity.

His reply got me thinking about the book and why I am so drawn to the works of Sommerset Maugham. On a superficial level, he is the master of hooking you with the first sentence so that you want to read the rest of the novel. His works are also quite witty. He describes the secret to being a good novelist as being a good observer. This leads to why I'm so drawn to Maugham's writings: he's observed and described the human condition in a way that no other writer has done (that I've read, anyway). Rather than focusing on the plight of the poor, he focuses on the plight of the high social class. In this way, he is able to show that all of us, even given opportunity and money are still mired in self-defeating behavior.

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May 3, 2005

Interview with Senator Hagel

I gave a call to Chuck Hagel's office and he happened to be in. He was nice enough to give me an interview and, until I get the streaming working, I'm posting the text of the conversation [this interview is fictitious]:

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July 17, 2003

Spring Cleaning in My Brain

Does this ever happen to you?

I'm working on a project which requires several tools: a putty knife, a hammer, a cordless drill, and an exacto knife. Each time I use a tool, I lose the last tool I was just using. It goes something like this:

[hammer... hammer... pound... pound...]

I told that nail. See if he tries to resist the mighty hand again...

[pick up cordless drill... rvvvvrrrr... rrrvvvvrrr... rvvrrrr.]

You take THAT one and a quarter inch zinc-coated piece of... Now I need the hammer again. Where did I put that thing?

[frantically searches for hammer in bathroom, bedroom, guest room, living room, dining room. Not Found. Searches for another 10 minutes.]

Aaah. Here you are, right next to the cordless drill.

This kind of behavior makes me realize that I'm not blessed with a quick-access memory. It takes a little bit for the gears in my head to start turning. Then I realize that I carry a lot of useless information that can be accessed in an instant. For example, I was driving to Home Depot yesterday at noon. This is the time when radio stations throw out their musical tastes and begin their "retro hour" which consists of songs that aired a few years ago but still recently enough to remember what you were doing the last time you heard it. After singing every word to "Amadeus" by Falco, "Kyrie Elaison" by Mister Mister, and "A Thousand Miles" by the Proclaimers a thought occurs to me: "How can I remember every word to these songs and not remember where I just set down my hammer? I didn't even own the albums (except for Mister Mister's 'Welcome to the Real World' which was the first record I ever bought)." It seems my brain has filed these useless 80's songs in the easy-access part of the brain while filing the location of the hammer I just set down in the cob-webby, musty, back room of my brain right next to the name of that movie where all the people get trapped in the tunnel... wait... giv me a sec... Breakout, no, Daybreak? Oh shoot, I'll have to ask Megan. She remembers everything. One time some co-workers and I were trying to remember what trademark sound Joey from "Blossom" always used to make. We called up Megan and asked her and immediately she replied, "Woah!" Her whole brain is neat and tidy. She's very organized that way. Files are placed in neat order with different colors for each subject. They are organized chronologically, alphabetically, and cross-referenced by the Dewey Decimal System.

So now I'm trying to figure out how to clean up my brain. I'd like to run the defrag utility on it and move all the unused two-thirds to the back while the used portion is right up front. I'd also like to reserve a little cache in front which is only used to remember the location of my keys (which are currently misplaced).

June 23, 2003

Is Affirmitive Action Good for the Psyche?

I'd like to weigh in on the recent decision regarding the state universities' ability to boost admission rates for minority groups but I'm afraid I don't have much new to say. I am white and by all accounts a member of the majority of this country. I don't know what it feels like to be discriminated against on the basis of race, ethnicity, language, or color. I can only guess how I would feel about gaining entrance to a university on anything other than the basis of scholarship.

I went to California Polytechnic State University. It's not the most difficult school to get in to, but it's no community college. I believe 1 in 6 who applied were accepted the year that I was accepted. I wonder what it would have done to my motivation and self-confidence if I knew that I had an edge against the other students applying because a mistake was made and the school assumed I was hispanic because I was born in Guatemala. Would I just walk in and be thankful of my luck or would I, somewhere deep inside, wish I had made it in on my own merit?

What if I knew that this same mistake would be made at every institution or job that I applied for? This I can be certain of: I would not try as hard in life.

May 8, 2003

Consumer Safety Day

I heard a pathetic radio advertisement this morning on my way in to work. It was some guy trying to explain how a new set of tires would make a great Mother's Day present. After all, you want your mom to be safe don't you? That's one of the lousiest gifts I've ever heard of! Why don't I just give my wife a Pay-Per-View subscription to the next boxing match for her birthday while I'm on such a great gifting streak.

This does, however, bring up a dilemna for the tire industry. Which holiday is their consumer cash-cow? Hallmark easily wins on almost every holiday and is continually coming up with new holidays for us to spend money on. It's time for Good Year, Firestone, and Discount Tires to get together for some good ol' fashioned american consumer magic. Why not create their own holiday? It could be called Consumer Safety Day. On that day, people who care about each other (friends, family, co-workers) buy each other saftey items which might include a new set of tires, a pair of safety goggles, a helmet, or any other creative safety device you can come up with. There's no end to the goodwill and safe wishes that would be spread around on that day. Cars on the road would drive slowly in residential and school zones. Perhaps everyone would wear hard-hats to work in an ultimate gesture of good-saftey.

Perhaps someone high up in the corporate chain of Good Year Tires is reading The Greasy Rag and my wonderful idea will become a reality. Until then... Stay safe.